another week, another missed blog.

I am literally burnt out. again.

I just finished working three doubles in a row. for the second weekend in a row.

I am starting to realize how much I could potentially miss out if I let my job take over my life again. It happened with the last two. I would have to say no to plans. and then I miss out on my summer.

It’s all about balance.

There are sooo many things I want to do this summer and I need to make sure I can find balance with that.

I am posting this today (MONDAY) because it’s raining and for some reason I was just in the mood to write. and I just want to write about life recently.

I keep realizing that some people don’t change. Their mannerisms, their habits. Although we can hope that they realize their impact one day, sometimes it’s just not enough. It’s even more saddening to realize that we ourselves sometimes can’t do anything to help. It’s hard to let that go.

Coming to terms and understanding this with certain people is really challenging. It’s sad to know that they don’t even see the way they impact some people. I always found this with effort. Putting in so much more than others. And then having to pull back with the single thought that they may reach out to beg for return. but to watch it not happen is a lot to take in.

I want to live life for myself. Do the things I want. Do things that make me happy. Because I am tired. and not just because of work. But because my mind runs a million circles and I never have air to breathe for myself.

 

Anyway, just my daily thoughts.

STAY KIND:)

with love

Grace