Have you ever wanted to rush for something to happen? It’s hard to explain this feeling but almost like you wonder and become impatient as to why certain things haven’t come into your life yet. You would do anything for this to happen. What I’ve realized is that everything happens for a reason and maybe some events or experiences in your life are meant to come at certain times. Maybe you aren’t ready. Maybe your heart isn’t ready. Or maybe your mind isn’t ready.

Is the concept of thinking everything happens for a reason a weird concept?

I’ve just begun to realize that getting in my head that I am missing out on things or just haven’t been at the pace of some people is making me miss what’s currently around me. A girl can dream but if I get too in my head, maybe what’s supposed to be in my life is not getting the chance because I’m hoping for something else.

For some odd reason, these realizations come at the most random times. Like when I listen to specific songs, they really have me thinking about life and reflecting. it’s just odd.

but here I am, writing another blog with one of those reflections. I swear next week is going to be holiday-related.

It’s exhausting being one of those people who constantly gets anxious about the what-ifs and I have to start realizing that what’s currently around me is the most important in my life.

Also, let’s talk about insecurities. It’s one of those things that just sits in your brain. Another sticky thought. But it is powerful. It’s scary thinking about it because like I said, we are our biggest opponents. And our mind gets in our way. like a lot. Insecurities come from all directions. It used to be a big deal in my mind. Of course, it also decides to come in waves, hitting us at the most unpredictable times. And I also find it’s hard to confront. It’s hard to communicate. And it’s hard to get help. Society has done something crazy in a way that some insecurities that build up in our brain seem like they are generic or something.

All we can do is realize that we are who we are and nothing can change that. It’s super tough to be present when you can’t mentally be present in your best manner. And it’s okay to not feel your best always. Because life continues to give us a run for our money sometimes. Grow through what you go through. But these insecurities shouldn’t suppress the fact that we all are amazing in our own ways. Hold onto that. YOUR time to shine is coming. be patient. Soon enough you’ll know. Those waves of experiences are going to be unpredictable but the best thing about life sometimes is the mysterious surprises that come your way.

STAY KIND AND HAPPY DECEMBER:)