This is the first time in a while that I have something ready to post (on time).

Life has just been rolling by lately. No stops but just simply passing me by as I work and work and work.

I wake up exhausted. I wake up hurting. And yet I manage to get out of bed just to go back to work. My days are full until I get home and go to bed the minute my head hits the pillow. I don’t know how to explain this exhaustion but I haven’t felt this way in a while.

My past jobs were different. I was still a workaholic. But I wasn’t feeling this exhausted from it. something is up.

I don’t want to be burnt out this summer. I was so excited to not have any distractions from school stress but now it’s been taken over by work stress.

UGH I AM ALWAYS STRESSED.

I need a brain break or something. But I am always thinking about work.

I get too invested that sometimes I wonder if the industry is a good fit for me or not.

Making an income is keeping me motivated. But should that be at a mental cost?

I value my mind too much to let it become overused and tired.

But anyways…

I get to go to my cottage soon. And I see my sister again. and get to hang out with my brother. And I couldn’t be more excited. FAM TIME is my favourite. It’s been a really long time since we have all been together.

I went hiking again the other day and I have to say I have actually missed the feeling after a hike. Feeling accomplished even with being tired is worth it. And I love being outside to hike. There is a lot of freedom that comes with it.

 

I think I have been letting life get ahead of me lately. and the future.

Opportunities I might have. planning. There is a lot on my mind. Maybe that contributes to me being exhausted all the time.

But I have to train myself to not look too far into the future or I am going to miss what is right in front of me. I have to just let some things happen. and be patient for what’s to come.

 

Indy Blue is also in Paris for her bachelorette party and to be there right now I would cry. I just needed to write that somewhere.

I am craving travelling again. I love packing. I love planes. I love exploring new cities. I just. want. to. travel.

I need it.

 

Anyway… sorry I have been so inconsistent. I think overworking has been catching up to me.

 

STAY KIND:)

with love

Grace <3