i missed you

I meant to write when I went up north for the week but I was so distracted by the moments around me I never got a chance to just sit. and write.

 

I missed you guys. I missed writing. I missed updating my blog. I’ve slacked times a million.

I reset these past few weeks. I may be extremely exhausted but I needed a break from work. and reality.

so I went up north, reconnected with my family and had the absolute best time.

And then I came back and worked 24/7. So I couldn’t write again.
And then I lost some motivation and just couldn’t write.

I’ve been feeling loopy and just lost in my thoughts that I couldn’t bring myself to write which makes me really sad. I haven’t been this slumped in a really long time and I just feel tired and exhausted all the time. I feel down in the dumps and I don’t know why. I feel affected by the small things again and it’s tough to be feeling this way.

 

I quit my job. I’m travelling around in August, taking a mental break I think is just needed.

I want to bring my computer around with me and just write about life. I want to make my summer video. read a book. See my sister. be around my friends. and reconnect with my inner self before moving back to school. I don’t want to adjust just yet to anything new. I want to feel relieved. Because right now I feel a weight of fatigue fill me. August is for reconnecting and feeling like myself again.

 

But aside from excuses my goal right now is to just write. Write my thoughts out on paper and connect with all of you. Because that is what I miss most. This platform right here.

 

I hope you are all doing well.

 

I am so happy to be back

 

STAY KIND:)

with love

Grace <3