HEYYYYY
wow has it been a long time. 18 days to be exact. that’s over two weeks without writing a blog.
oh how eventful that past two and half weeks it’s been.
I’m currently in Kelowna. visiting my sister. having the time of my life.
literally it’s just so fun to hang out. be in each others presence. I just feel like I fit here. nothing to worry about. no stress. just living life.
I read a book. IN TWO DAYS. like who am I. But kudos to Colleen Hoover. Whatever you put into your books… literally I couldn’t put it down. I know she’s become super popular because of Tik Tok. But I swear there is something in her writing that is addictive and wanting you to keep reading until the end.
I’m also drinking dirty chai tea lattes all of sudden (with almond milk of course). DEVILLE COFFEE in Kelowna knows exactly how to do it perfectly and I am obsessed.
We’ve been eating GOOD out here too. Italian food (Roma Nord) that literally is amazing… SUSHI (Momo Sushi) literally has my heart… coffee coffee coffee (Sprout & Deville) never fails.
Something about being here makes everything in the world okay. let me tell you, life currently is a whirlwind and I am falling in and out of stress states, feeling sad, changing. But I needed this to recoop, refresh, reset. I’ve had much much time to think. But this was also a good distraction from reality. and making me see that maybe, just maybe I should come here next summer. Life is just free here. I literally love it. and plus my sister is here.
I have to say, we’ve been dog sitting this entire week, and I get to walk the dog with the amazing downtown view and I just love it. Actually I got to sit on a bench overlooking Kelowna and finish my book and it was seriously surreal (but also I was so addicted to my book).
I was very in my head for the past week. Anxious about everything i’ve said, every action and thought i’ve had. And it. is. exhausting. Being here has let me come to terms with who I am. Understand events and experiences. and decide how I want to move forward with the new school year coming into play. I just need to understand myself. my character.
I’ve been feeling all of the emotions. and I think I need to learn that maybe I need to sit back and digest what I am feeling before immediately acting. This is something I have been knowing to work on. And something that needs my attention. If I want to be a version of myself that I am happy with, maybe I need to tap into my inner self and understand my feelings so I can control how I want to move forward.
STAY KIND:)
with love <3
Grace