HAPPY SUNDAY!

Today I had a realization. Actually a few to be honest.

First of all, rest. Over the past few months, I have been overworking myself. I’ve always had it in my mind that rest is not important. That resting means I am missing out. not doing enough. When in reality, rest is probably the most essential daily activity that should occur. Although I may mentally think I am failing and not meeting my personal expectations, my body is what really needs the rest. I am writing this now knowing that rest is truly what I have been craving. I’ve always been on the go. No matter what, I was busying myself constantly so I could feel accomplished. But what if accomplished was leaning more towards happiness and peace rather than overtired and finishing things without the experience.

This summer, I want to experience everything. I know it’s going to fly by but what’s amazing is that I’ve transitioned into someone who craves taking in small moments rather than rushing into big ones. I want rest. I want to feel re-energized. I want to feel happy. That’s the growth right there. I read this quote today… growth is through rest, or something like that. And let me tell you. It totally changed my perspective.

My second realization, TAKE IN EVERY MOMENT.

I’ve been getting into youtube again recently but I’ve mostly been watching travel videos and Indy Blue’s videos, and I keep realizing that if I want to do something, I should just go for it. I am entering this contest where I have to make a summer video, and I learned that to truly capture the best summer ever, it shouldn’t have to be planned. I need to take in every small moment because those are where we feel the biggest emotions. I can’t wait to be around my best friends, see my sister and brother (who I haven’t seen in a really long time) and experience the whirlwind of happiness I know is going to happen.

My third realization, I am my own judge. And I mean that. I am truly my biggest competitor. But I can’t let myself overthink. The world and these moments have so much to offer me and those around me and we need to jump into those opportunities with the most courage and an open mind.

My last realization, HAVE FUN.

I have been so stressed lately. Today I learned that feeling free and having fun is what I need. Smiling is something I am known for. Looking on the positive side. Feeling joyous. Spreading positivity and a community feel around me. And that’s what I want to continue to do. And that’s a purpose that I know will always stick around for the long run.

ALSO, I am grateful for my friends and family:)

That’s all: recap of my day.

STAY KIND:)