I know it’s been another couple of weeks. Life kinda just got in the way again. And I didn’t know what I wanted to write about. Things are just getting crazy again. Exams are approaching, I am figuring out my summer plans for what feels like every second of every moment of every day.

It is in these moments where I find it hard to stay in the moment. My mind is in overdrive about any future plan. Because sometimes there are things that we just can’t leave to the last minute. It’s okay to be thinking about where you want to be. Not because you are hoping to be somewhere else but rather just figuring out that you will have a place to be. This is just the process of figuring out your path.

This summer is different. I am going to be away from home for a long period. And it’s going to take a lot of adjusting.

I am calling it my wellness era. Just figuring out who I want to be in this independent journey. I get a lot of this experience in university, but I also feel fortunate because I was working in my hometown and would visit my family a lot. It’s small things that may affect me a little more or the short trips that I used to make if I forgot something or was needing something or just for visiting.

Change is okay though. I am ready to embrace it. To live a little outside of the box. Enjoy what’s around me. Get a feel for a new place. And just live in a bubbled reality for a bit.

I am ready for a new adventure and for some fun experience.

 

On a side note, my birthday is in 2 weeks. LIKE CRAZY. I don’t think too much of my birthday except for the fact that I am turning twenty this year. Like woah. It feels like double digits again, when I turned ten and it was a whole thing. Now I will officially feel like an adult. Full of a lot of responsibility. But full of a lot of new opportunities. I am excited for this new journey. Navigating the life of a twenty year old. Wait, I might use that for another blog. Only time will tell.

I want to make a new video again. I look back on the ones I’ve made often. A nice reminiscing period. And I just think about how happy these moments make me feel. It’s just so beautiful. LIFE.

Anyway, one might be in store soon. I’ve been meaning to take more pictures. and lots of videos. of cute moments around me. That will be a goal for the summer. Capture more small moments that make me happy.

I like that.

 

I hope you are all doing well. I’ve missed writing as always.

STAY KIND:)

with love

grace <3